This is the first long trip of my life and i was very excited about it but a day before i was feeling very confused. This was because it was my first time traveling by air. Along with being excited, there is also fear of doing something for the first time and siting in plane was creating excitement as well as fear for me. A restlessness kept eating up aging and again. This was a day before I was to go to Goa.
Everyone has a hobby of visiting a new place, seeing new things, knowing about them and the journey to reach there attracts everyone as well as taking some photographs. When does this journey become more wonderful? when you should not be alone on this journey, your friends are also with you. I remember, neither me nor any of my friends slept well the day before the trip, I don't know exactly why? One of my friends had gone to meet his girlfriend that night. I remember i was trying to sleep the whole night, sometimes turning here and sometimes there. We were in touch with each other till around 12:00 in the night after which we decided to sleep but as I said, none of the five of us could sleep properly that night.
As far as I can understand I think it might have happened due to excitement, but I also think that it could have a long journey for me, but among my other friends, except one, the other three had definitely gone on a long journey by airplane at some time or the other, so it seems a bit strange that they were also excited. But maybe he is also excited to visit a place like Goa. In any case, that night was very long.
I was tossing and turning all night thinking about what we would do there, how we would have fun, how Goa would be after all? Also how was my first air travel? Something or the other was definitely going on in my mind, sometimes I was very keen to sea Goa, sometimes I was very keen about travelling, I mean I don't know what kind of thoughts were coming to my mind and this must have the reason why I couldn't sleep that night. Let's leave it at why I didn't sleep that night because I think I've repeated it enough times.
To tell you the truth, my first flight seemed like a big war for me, but there was also an excitement that after the war, I would get to see something new, learn something new and do not consider this war as a war. I said that the flight seemed like a war for me. So please don't interpret this in any other way.
I had packed my bag the night before with three to four sets of clothes, some IDs, and most important phone charger and all the things that are needed for a trip. We had decided to buy some new clothes from Delhi so I packed only three to four pairs of clothes, There is a Sarojini market in Sarojini Nagar, Delhi where clothes are available at cheap rates, so that is the reason behind buy some clothes from there.
It was raining very heavily this night and I don't know about my friends but I was afraid that if this rain continues till late tomorrow then we might miss our flight. All these negative thoughts were coming in my mind again and again while watching this rain because the rain was very heavy. And it is normal to have such negative thoughts. I have definitely learnt that whenever you are excited or scared, positive thoughts as well as negative thoughts come to your mind. I think how will tomorrow be, this was the question of the night which I was asking myself again and again.